I feel like having something bitter with something sweet. 

Strong black coffee with a piece of chocolate. 

A sip, then a small bite. Alternating the two flavors that harmonizes inside my mouth. 

Learning to fall in love with my life

Been quite stressed lately about so many different things... 

In this morning's reflection, instead of focusing on the stress, I thought about all the people I should thank and express my gratitude towards. 

It was probably a shock for my parents to receive my "i love you" message this morning since I'm not quite the type who'd do that. 

Elliptical road and pot holes

Comfort zones. 

I realized something today about them.. 

As I was driving home with Celine in the passenger seat fast asleep.. I take my usual route when I'm coming from somewhere south which is go through Quezon City elliptical road and exit towards Commonwealth. 

I knew that every single time as I stick right to prepare to exit, I would always, always hit a certain deep pothole despite passing through it several times. It feels as if I never learn. 

Then it dawned on me why I always fall for the same trap every single time. Its because its my comfort zone to stick extremely right as to not miss my exit but I would always fall on the pothole. If I would only drive a bit straight and not be a segurista when it comes to exiting, my beat up car would actually be less beat up.. My tires won't be as worn, my suspension won't be too messed up. 

I guess its the same with life. When we want all the security and guarantee we tend to miss certain benefits about living a bit spontaneously. 

Lesson learned, sure is not always the best way.

Random realizations thanks to MTV

Watching The Ride: Macklemore & Ryan Lewis on MTV..

It just gives me goosebumps hearing about Macklemore talk about his experiences that he creatively expressed through his music.

It just totally hit me how huge a world creativity is. 

How Macklemore expressed his through his rhymes and how Ryan Lewis expresses his through his beats... I am just amazed by creativity and its processes...

"To make art that makes an impact on peoples lives..." - Macklemore 

This really resonated something inside me... 

Anyway, I find Ryan Lewis extremely hot too. Haha 

Signature drink

I order this drink at Starbucks so often... Iced green tea soy latte w/o classic syrup... 

I know that I order this really often because even if I just ask a co-worker to get it for me, the baristas ask my co-workers, "is this for Camille?" 

Hahaha... 

Sigh

Note to self:

Don't always believe what you think. Sometimes our minds can be so screwed up due to so many varying reasons.

Only be so convicted to something you're sure about to prevent embarrassment... or... resentment.

i think...

I'm under the impression that I have hot friends.. 

are you seeing someone?

So I was asked this question last night over dinner by Kuya Tony who I haven't seen in like a year...

"You look really good, are you seeing someone? Is he Korean?"

I obviously said no... but I should've said..

"Oh yes! I'm seeing someone but he's not Korean. He's actually German. His name is Heidolph, and we have spontaneous dates in our lab.."

Here's his photo...

We have a very serious relationship...

obsession

i'm currently obsessed with coffee... dresses and corrine bailey rae.

homicide?

oh no... i accidentally killed Reby with my little sister's umbrella in Fort Santiago...

i packing hate you

I can't believe I have to bring the same luggage I brought when I stayed in the States for half a year.

weird screen cap.. because.. i ejected my SD card already.. and i'm that lazy.. it's just beside me.

face palm.

cute!

Sorry I dunno who the artist is...I just saw them on Pinterest.

So cute and lovely!! <3