crossfit and cousins

I said i'll never do crossfit... but tonight...as i saw how the family came together including my cousins... i'm starting to have a think about it.

 if what crossfit does is bring me to a closer relationship with my cousins i'll gladly do it.

what we experienced tonight while kuya and gab were doing the "angie" was just priceless that if i were PMS-ing, i'd probably cry.

i wish we can have more moments like these.

farm chic

rare photo of the 3 of us together dressed up for an event

all clothes from our favorite fashion place - the ramp crossings

tee hee!

oh and my belt used to be my lola's passed on to my mom and now to me!

swing!

today i was a kid again...

dylan pushed me too hard i slightly panicked... haha

soon

I believe this day will come...
I'm hoping sooner than later.

face nowadays..

I'm not adventurous nowadays when it comes to my face... 

I've been wearing this style of makeup for the past week and a half... 

It's quite basic, it's just black pencil liner, bronzer, my HG foundation that I happened to formulate... haha 

I also use the best blush in the world in Rosy Cheeks.. 

Shameless plug but these are seriously what I'm using so it's no lie... 

My skin's so much better nowadays... 

I'm happy! 

Pink!

got this a couple of days ago to motivate me to run...

Got the ipod nano and it came with the watch strap for free!

Anyway.. it's pretty cool coz it has that Nike Fitness app and it's like having your personal trainer/motivator.

So I chose to burn 200 calories and it would actually talk to you how far you are already like if your half way there and at the end of your work out it calculates the distance you've covered, calories burned, pace and time.

It's pretty cool and nifty.  I think I'm loving it right now.

acne

Babchi plant, do you grow or at least live in the Philippines?

sunny mode

Your words make me smile.
Your words give me the light to sustain a bright day.

courage it is

that kz thing is just something i gotta do...
this might have to be the hardest decision i'll have to make in terms of how it affects my family especially my parents.
but it's also something that needs to be done... there's no other time than now.
pursue happiness or just giving up without even trying.
i say i should try.

Happy day

Happy birthday to the best Korean teacher ever... She's my first ever Korean friend and after 9 years we still see each other on a regular basis.

I hope our friendship will last longer than 주사랑노래방's life span.

I love you and happy birthday, Yoo Seon!

lily girl!

so it just so happened that lily and i wore matching outfits today...

she's so adorable!

another update... i ran today... well combo of run and walk for 15 minutes and then did 5 minutes of jump rope (about 250 reps)

my body hurts but i like it.

I need to be more sustainable with my work outs...

These are all triggered by my size 6 pants! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

random shopping

I've always thought I'm a not so good accessorizer.. so I got these cute feminine stuff from forever21...

And so.. i've been mint and tiffany blue obsessed lately... I love how shops are focusing on pastel hues nowadays... they're so feminine and lovely..

So i tried these trousers from forever21 but they didn't have a great fit...

but i tried these ones from zara and they're pretty good.

what was more amazing is that i've shrunk 2 pant sizes.

isn't that amazing!?

So even if these trousers were expensive.. i still got it to celebrate such a cool feat in my weight loss

the place

plan vs dream...

it's like reality vs imagination...

so i'm just part of the vague parts that are not to be explored...

that's pretty sad.

i think...

I'm under the impression that I have hot friends.. 

what's new?

hello again problems! Why did you all come today without letting me know?

What's new?

update

I've been hearing people around me proactively looking for a boyfriend for me.  I've heard from Camina that my sister was asking her to find me someone and we all know how my dad's been selling me...

Can I just tell you all that I'm okay? I'm pretty much happy with my life being single at the moment.  Aside from the fact that I'm not necessarily lonely even if I'm alone.  

I'm okay, I'm all right.  Work is work, stress is stress... We can't do anything about that because we all need to go through that. We all need to do this work in a way that other people won't just to make a small dent in changing the system..

I just wish that people would not assume that I'm unhappy and lonely just coz I'm not married nor do I have a boyfriend.  

Alone doesn't necessarily mean unhappy and miserable... 

I'm okay and God's with me. That's that for now. 

all heart burger

Dinner...

Veggie burger made of banana blossoms... Yummy!

are you seeing someone?

So I was asked this question last night over dinner by Kuya Tony who I haven't seen in like a year...

"You look really good, are you seeing someone? Is he Korean?"

I obviously said no... but I should've said..

"Oh yes! I'm seeing someone but he's not Korean. He's actually German. His name is Heidolph, and we have spontaneous dates in our lab.."

Here's his photo...

We have a very serious relationship...

sigh

I'm imagining myself on a wooden deck lounging with a melon mango shake reading a book overlooking the see...

The smell of sea water... The soft crushing sound of the waves...

Just totally absorbed by the fictional novel I'm reading...

At night... I plan on lounging in the same spot... feeling the cool sea breeze and exchange my fruit shake for a tangy mojito...

If only....

good morning

woke up to having ate wow, micray, lily and mikel all together in the breakfast table at 5am...


I love jet lagging people with a passion!


Gave me the energy to drive to Calamba and back... I miss family time