get used to it

it's a pretty peculiar thing knowing that every single time i wake up... face the day... i definitely know it's a challenging one.  

i don't know when this lurking feeling of doom will end but then again i also know God will always see me through.  

i was also thinking, if i didn't do what i was doing right now... i can't think of what i could be doing? sounds like a tongue twister.. haha but yeah life would be so boring and routinary. 

i still can't get used to it... i don't think i'll ever will... but I thank God for the opportunity to be doing what i'm doing... being part of a team to make a small change in the Philippines and how things are run over here. 

so challenging... but then again, nothing worth it ever comes easy.  

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