3 musketeers

Yay!

My boys are now reunited...

I loved seeing them running after each other and just playing together... I love this night.

stuttering

I love this song and the way she sang it... On repeat from here onwards... *blissful smile*

just now?

This dude, Lao Tzu... Why did you tell me this only now?

딱이야~!

너도 나처럼 이렇게 아픈지
너도 나처럼 눈물 나는지
너도 하루종일 이렇게 추억에 사는지 꼭 나처럼


- 너도나처럼, 2AM 

this is me

from Pinterest.com

This means a lot to me...

wardrobe change

4am wake up call to be in the manufacturing facility at 6am...

I like waking up early when i have an early night the night before...

I tried on my jeans I haven't worn in 4 months.. It used to be a good fit, almost skinny... and now it's baggy.

I'm amazed.

I've been giving away clothes to make way for better fitting ones... I guess weight loss really comes with a hefty price tag... I ain't complaining...


It's pretty amazing that I get to buy clothes from places I don't normally shop at... I am happy about the results of all the skimpin on food and exercising.


Okay... I must now work my way to the South...

bring the boys out

I think the lighting on this photo's pretty decent... except their faces are all blurry... but i really like this photo

handle it

i shall not let one messed up aspect of my life affect the rest of the healthy ones..

it will not poison my being like cancer.

the rest will be safely tucked in their airtight compartments.

there's nothing wrong with me..

i need to remind myself that.

sneaky preview

After almost a year of development...

pretty~!

right minus wrong

nobody in this world thinks i'm right about you...

nobody except me.

what is..?

what's sadder than a hot guy?

a hot guy pushing a baby stroller...

what's sadder than a hot guy pushing a baby stroller?

a hot guy pushing a baby stroller checking me out.



well looking on the bright side, i still have it.

i'm still check out-able.

we are, we are

2 peas in a pod..

perspective

I was in Global City last Thursday taking Melissa around and took several photos.

Melissa is an artist and a photographer so I felt hanging out with her gave me a new perspective in how I see things through my camera.

I'd only use it for events - taking photos of people, cute things, what not... But then when she was taking photos, she'd see things the normal eye doesn't see. It's almost as if she can see art in the most unlikely places.

I tried my luck in that and I think I've improved.  In the day and age of the digital camera where in we're more on quantity over quality, I'd like to change the way I take photos. Of course I'd still be posting so many photos of the people I love because that's just how I am, but I'd also want to exercise the perspectives that could make anything mundane into something interesting.

In this light...I just took a shot of this intersection in Global City.

In my normal mind, I'd say this looks like a street somewhere else outside Manila, like Singapore or LA or wherever...

Instead of that, I'd like to say that this is how the whole Philippines can become - organized, orderly, clean and world-class.

shameless

So my current last song syndrome is "Boyfriend" by Justin Bieber. It's pretty catchy. Not too proud of this.

TV

chanced upon tv time tonight...

first time in a long time.

thanking Sky Cable for giving us History Channel.

Probably one of the awesomest channels around.

Watched this documentary called Rising Sun Over Malaya about the Japanese occupation in SE Asia.

Pretty darn good.

spent

one of those days when you feel like the world is caving in.

i think i got at least 20 new strands of white hair on my head. whiter.. not wiser.

i hope tomorrow is a better day.

all i can do now is hope.

crap food

I've had 2 days straight of eating crap for dinner..

Tuesday - lucky me instant noodles and kwek kwek

Wednesday - fries and a boiled egg

This is just so wrong.

forecast

nowhere else to go but up...

courage, strength, patience, understanding and grace.

you're in my head

waaaaaah more jonghyun exposure!

i see the future

kinda freaked out how ariel wore makeup today... i'm like why? she's only 6 years old...

but i dunno... i guess she'll be the one who'll most probably be as obsessed with cosmetics as me.

fangirl

Music video of the song "Hey You!" by CN Blue.



Jonghyun should one day realize that he should marry me.

Hahaha.

Hot stuff.

black and gold

YG trainees brought me to this song..



black and gold - sam sparro

day tripper

So Reby and i went to Subic today just to say that we went somewhere over the weekend..

we were working hard during lunch time with our artwork..

after lunch we played a bit by the beach..

This is the real reason why I wanted to go... feel sand under my feet and smell salt water in the air...

fatal attraction to cutenesss

baby is on my desk now

fatal attraction = obsession to cuteness

gwen stefani aishteru!

niceeee

lovely day...

woke up at 8:45..hard boiled egg and strawberry soy milk for breakfast

caffeine

i have not been drinking coffee these past couple of days... what's up?

picture from pinterest.com

so....

supposed to go to zumba class...


but when pam, cheryl and i got there... turns out there's no class!


we umm... ate dinner instead.


The total opposite of what we wanted to do but the thai food we got was good as usual... It turned into an impromptu girls night out!

fitness fail.

love love

haha back to normal...

thank God we sorted that one out.

adele

adele: should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements even if it leads nowhere?
conscience: give up..
adele: should i just keep on chasing pavements?
conscience: give up!

hello

Welcome back to the dark ages!

thoughts

when i can do it with passion and with all i've got, why should i settle doing it half-assed?

these are my thoughts while driving this morning... running a little late

banana yoshimoto

one of my favorite writers... I need to get books. next payday... maybe


"but i could do little to lessen the fatigue that had been building up in him before we even met, the weariness over the complications of his life. i was incapable of truly understanding the darkness that made up a large part of his personality, the blackness that i found so attractive. from the moment we met, i was a butterfly that flew into the space that was his soul, a room where the light had begun to dim. although he may have regarded me as a welcome distraction, in fact, my presence only confused him more because i introduced flashes of daylight into his darkness". n.p., banana yoshimoto

doing things i love

I realized how much I miss making taro nuggets and taro burgers.. I think the last time I made some was like a year and a half-two years ago...

(this photo is 2 years old)

So I made a batch tonight.. A batch of nuggets. I tweaked it a bit incorporating some new knowledge about health and stuff that I've acquired in the last few months...

I actually used to use these ingredients:
-taro
-onion
-garlic
-cornstarch
-egg
-cheese
-salt
-pepper
-korean red pepper paste
-tempura breading

but tonight i made a healthy-ish version.. with just the following ingredients:
-taro
-onion
-garlic
-carrot
-parsley
-pepper
-liquid aminos
-oat bran

Let's see tomorrow how it'll turn out. I have high hopes for this vegan version.

rawr

Why so hot?

I love you Justin Long.

Why make movies that make me cry?

Justin Long marathon this afternoon. Going the Distance followed by He's Just Not That Into You.

Those movies just made my heart bleed...

photo taken from cinemasource.com

Hollywood... Why make girls like me believe and fantasize that those things could happen to me?

I know they're not real, fiction and all but at the pit of my stomach, at the bottom of my heart I wish they'd come true.

As cliched as these chick flicks I've watched this afternoon, I'll be ending this post with a quote from an equally cliched song...

"I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.."
-Taylor Swift

I'm not the exception.. I'm the rule. Sadly. *cries*

scheduled maintenance

pedicure, color hair, wax, bla bla bla...

maintenance stuff i need to do but too lazy to do nowadays.

i swear... i wish when i become a mom, i won't like let myself go.